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Once upon a time I was falling in love but now I’m only falling apart.

There’s nothing I can do, a total eclipse of the heart.

Once upon a time there was light in my life but now there’s only love in the dark.

Nothing I can say, a total eclipse of the heart.

And so this torture that i let myself bring in, keeps coming. How stupid of me. Remember, the small things that wouldn’t distract me. The little cute things that kept me contented. The pleasurable sound of my family, and the silence of those nights. Weren’t those better then feeling pain, sorrow, agony, depressed, hurt, scared, nervous, paranoid.. right.

SHOOT ME IN THE FACE

Time spent

I feel like a true fifth grader using my phone. Where’s my iPhone, Stupid scene bitches took it. “Imma fuck up a fat bitch” …

Two things I’ll never get over from 2008:

1. Bubba being taken away from me.
2. iPhone being stolen.

I was really considering writing that earlier, but felt that people will think less of me for holding grudges, then i realized that, I Don’t Give A Fuck..

I wish i could hack into things, be like a super mega geek who knows all the HTML’s in the world.. like that cutie patootie in Live free or Diy Trying, some bullshit name like that, with Bruce Willis, as the undefeatable cop.
Yes, I think it’ll boost my repuatation and give me five kudo points.
A lot of people will remember you as the photographer guy, the guy who sells drugs, the guy who wears blah blah, the guy who talks shit, that guy who hits on girls left and right, that guy who blah blah,… My dream (since it’s not goal worthy) is to be rememberd as that girl, April eunice Miranda.

Eunice ( U- Niece)

get it right

Confusion

Oh, boy! today was so ecstatic. If your wondering why.. my exboyfriend, is confusing. he wants to be with me, without the arguements. but the arguements come along with the relationship. Its been two years. And its a little, no let me rephrase that; its been extremely bumpy. I cannot understand the meaning of his confusion though. Because of his immaturity, i cannot seem to grab ahold of his thoughts; I cannot understand them. So today was based on us. On the relationship we strive for; i dont know what reason, i believe it is to gain the love we once had, and the happiness we both miss. Hopefully, it is still happiness and love we will still get. All we can do is find out, by doing something about it. Not waiting.